35 consecutive nightmares

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Before I ask my question I wanted to give a brief background of myself: I am a full practioner of Magick, a Witch that is comfortable with all aspects of the Physical and Spiritual properties of Earth. Given the fact of the minority group I come from I chose to identify myself with the personality Disorder group on this website since I feel that the masses would have trouble understanding my personality type. The question I have is as follows:

For the past 35 nights since January 1st, 2012. I have been having consecutive nightmares or disturbing dreams which is puzzling me? I am a very happy person that is very content with the life I am living so I am not sure why the nightmares started on the 1st of January? From my psychological knowledge I do not have any conscious feelings I am repressing or regrets of anything I am doing so I have to rule out the possibility of these repressed feelings entering my unconscious state of mind through nightmares.

You also have to understand that as a Witch I am a very open minded person and I frequently circle cast, meditate, celebrate the life and death cycles of Earth, Astral Travel, as well as have contact with the Spiritual World. I would also like to mention that Nightmares have no affect on my well being I actually look forward to having them since we should never run from any part of our life whether it is productive or disruptive to our daily life. I just find it odd that this is the first time in my life I had 35 consecutive nights of nightmares or disturbing dreams. Has anyone else had this to them? Thanks in advance for allowing me to post and wishing everyone all the blessings they deserve in life! :)

 
By JessicaC on Sat, 02-04-12, 16:16

are they the same dream? is there anything familiar in them? any symbolism for you? did anything happen in december that might have set them off?

I was about to do something awesome again, but I told myself, "Enough is enough! That's plenty of awesome for one day."

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By shadowfirewitch on Sat, 02-04-12, 18:05

Hi Jessica, and thanks for responding. I have had recurring dreams in the past but these dreams are not related in any way that I can imagine? One dream I might be falling a 1000 feet off a cliff, another one attacked by random people, or losing my job. These different dreams are also different in nature. Some are Astral dreams, others are contacts from deceased people from my past, others could be manifestations from my subconscious mind, but I haven't had any changes or any conflicts in my life. It is too perfect and I have found peace with my existence!

The only minor conflict I was having was contemplating leaving witchcraft, but I have resolved that issue and decided in staying with the craft because that is my destiny and where I belong. I don't expect you to understand all the spiritual applications to a physical world we live in, but I really would like to share with you 3 stories of dreams I had that came true.

When I lived closer to the city my sleeping mind could pick up on people who were murdered within a 5 mile radius of my area, but now that I am in a rural area I am relieved that I am away from all that mess, but it was interesting. If you don't mind I would like to share some of those dreams with you so that you can see a different perspective of using your subconscious mind in having contact with the spiritual world.

1a) Back in 1994 I had a dream vision about a young man around 18 that I was walking with on WW White street. He was scared and wanted me to hold his hand so I reached for his hand and we were walking down the street. I tried to reassure him that everything was ok in my dream vision, but suddenly and without warning he let go of my hand. He became extremely fearful and started running across the street we were on. I couldn't catch up to him but realized that someone was chasing after him, and he was shot in the back of the head just after he crossed WW White street. The dream vision was so intense, I immediately woke up from the vision I had. I immediately looked up at the clock which is something I always do in murder dreams and noticed that it was 12:15 am. This vision quickly woke me up and as I was trying to make sense of it all, I felt a spirit running in my room and it went though my body. As it passed my body, it was the vision of the young man I was dreaming about and the moment his soul past through mine, I could hear him screaming and running in a blind panic! I tried to reassure him that the danger he was in has passed and that I was there to help him in any way I could, but he was just too frightened and he immediately left the house I was living at.

1b) The next day I looked in the paper and found out that a young man of 18 years old was shot and killed, just after he ran across WW White street from an unknown assailant, he was shot in the back of the head when the assailant caught to him. The paper said the crime happened around midnight which was within 15 minutes of my vision of what happened to the poor kid!

1c) In my vision, and encounter of this poor person, I got the street exactly right of where he was shot at, I got the fact he was fleeing from an unknown assailant right, the time of the vision to the actual crime was remarkable close, the age and gender of the person that was murdered was also right in my vision. What are the odds I would get so much detail right, 1 in a million? If so what are the odds I could get 2 more cases so incredibly close?

2a) In 1997 I had a dream of about 2 young Indian girls that were suddenly surrounded by several men and they were trapped with no way to escape. One of the Girls was holding an infant son, while the other girl was by her side. One of the men was angry at the young girl holding her infant son and began yelling at her. Without warning he pulled a gun and shot her in the head instantly killing her and she fell to the ground. The other young girl managed to run away in the confusion, but the man shot her in the back of the shoulder and then fled away with the other people that was with him. In my dream vision, she survived the gunshot wound so I ran over as fast as I could to see if the other Indian girl survived and if her son was ok? Just as I got to the dead girl to check on her son the vision left me and I woke up sweating! I had the feeling that what the poor girl wanted me to do was to check in the paper and see if her infant son survived the gunshot when she fell on him after she died. When I got the newspaper I would look for anything with the headlines Indian in it and that is what I did the following day.

2b) The next day I looked in the newspaper and found that the top news story was about 2 young girls that were suddenly surrounded by several men. Witnesses stated that one of the men began yelling at the pregnant girl they surrounded and suddenly and without warning he shot her in the head. She died instantly and tragically her unborn child did not survive the attack either. Just as the shooting occurred, witnesses said that the other young girl fled from the scene but was shot in the back of her shoulder by the man who shot the pregnant girl, but she survived her injuries, and the man who shot her fled from the scene as well. The thing that really chilled me after reading this tragic story and made all my hairs stand up was the story directly below this one. It was about an Indian Burial Mound that they found in our city!

2c) In my vision the deceased girl was the one that came to me. I saw that she was surrounded by several men, had no way to escape and was shot without warning in the front of her head exactly as the paper stated. My vision saw that she was carrying an infant son, but in real life she was pregnant, carrying an unborn child, sometimes my interpretations of what happened are distorted, but I think it was close enough to justify this as an extraordinary event. I interpreted that she wanted me to see in the paper if her child survived and to look for a headline with Indian in it. Well just below her headline the Indian Burial story was there and it was so hard to have to tell her that her unborn child did not survive! The other parts of my vision of the other girl getting shot in the back of her shoulder was completely accurate and this crime happened within 3 miles of my house. It seems that I have a 5 mile radius when it comes to tragic deaths so this vision was well within my boundary limits and just so amazing at how close everything was to the vision I received that faithful night!

3a) That was a bad neighborhood I lived in and I was so grateful to move out of there to a peaceful farming area I live at now. Unfortunately there were still murders in San Antonio, but thankfully I was far enough away from the crime scenes that I could not pick up on the poor peoples murders anymore. Well in November of 2004 all that changed! I didn't have to wake up until later in the day to go to work, but just before 6am, I heard the sound of a woman moaning near my bedroom window. The sound was loud enough to wake me up, so I quickly went outside to check on the woman I heard and didn't find anything by my window. I instantly realized that this was a vision and from what I could sense of the woman I heard from, she was sexually assaulted and shot several times by a gun from a very evil person. In my vision it took several minutes for her to die and the last moments of her life was just terrible. I felt so bad, so I tried to send out as much loving energy I could to the unknown woman and let her know that she didn't have to face this tragedy alone. As I was riding my bicycle to work that day, I started to get visions of her again and noticed the birds in the area were skittish. As I crossed a small bridge crossing a creek, I had a very strong vision that her body would float on by if it were to flood in the area so I had the feeling she was nearby in this area, but I had no proof. It was so hard, because I feel as if I failed her, since she gave me enough clues to find her remains, and it still haunts me to this day what happened.

3b) (Printed words of ksat.com posted 7:40pm 12-04-04) The body of San Antonio teacher Dianne Tilly, who has been missing for nearly two weeks appears to have been found, police said. The body was discovered in East Bexar County about 150 feet off Scene Lake Drive and Boenig, under some brush next to a fishing tank. (this is less than 2 miles from my home next to the creek that crosses the bridge I had the vision of where her body would float at in a flood!) In later editions it was reported that she was sexually assaulted, and was shot several times, but did not instantly die from the wounds she received. What the paper said next, bothered me so much, that for over 6 months, I was not the same person I was before the terrible murder occurred, and had to let time heal me from the terrible pain I was feeling for her: Prosecutor: "What did she say as she was shot? Cruz "Oh God it hurts, it burns. Bless this child".

I am a very happy person and my entire life is based on laughter, happiness, and helping those that need me. Having this gift in being able to see such terrible things happening to people can really test me to my limits!!! but I as long as I am still standing and able to breath, I promise to be there for you in your darkest hour! You don't have to be alone in your greatest time of need, just know I am there when needed! Life is so precious, and everyone has the right to live on this Sacred Earth until it is there time to go. Have faith that there are also people on the other side waiting to help you in your new afterlife, and that the Great Creator will also be there to guide you home if you let him. It is all about choice, and the choice I am making when it is my turn to cross over, is to find the one who created me and be so glad he is allowing me to come home with him. Blessings and love to you forevermore, and thanks for allowing me to share these true stories with you!

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By shadowfirewitch on Sat, 02-04-12, 18:00

I am wondering if I am going to have another nightmare tonight? If so that would make 36 in a row lol. Life is grand! Take care of yourself and pleasant dreams Jessica, nice meeting you! :)

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